Thursday, January 26, 2006

HaPpY ChiNeSe NEw YeAr 2006

yoz buddies....chinese new year is juz around a corner...so how exactly do you feel? excited? happy? wahaha....for me...i juz cnt wait for a long break...can slack a bit (though i'hv tons of "chi new year presents" frm my tchers...) however, i seem to realise tat whenever there's a festive season going on...i'll feel sick...i had been having sore throat and a bit feverish lately...dunno why...i cnt even concentrate properly and always get sleepy easily...maybe i pia too hard for jan liaoz? izzit? hahaz...guess i've to gain back my energy this holiday...

i began to grow tired abt sch life...maybe i discovered that the pace tat my class is going is increasing...it's like everyone is chasing after the train...and i dun really keep up the speed...it explains the rising of my serious problem...tada: moOd SwInGs! i think i'm struggling in the sense of keeping up on the pace of tutorials and lecs...ppl salute me for taking 4 sub...(cos now 3/4 of the class and most of my frens take 3 sub)...i often wonder if i'm a nutty...i came in ny with one of the worst scores and still have the cheek to take 4 sub...i'm really in dilemma becos i dunno if i shld drop, drop wat sub? will my grades improve if i drop a sub...or nothing will change? there's too many factors for me to be concerned with...i think even my friends and teachers cnt help me much...it's all depend on wat path i wan to take in future...be it the science field or language field? and thanx to the fickle-minded me...i dunno yet...my mum did encourage me to hang on to 4 sub...(cos she has the mentaily tat 4 sub is good...) but she did say if i cnt cope then drop lohz...but wat do u mean cnt cope? cope in the sense tat ur grades muz be good or juz pass can liaoz? i'm famous for maintaing average grades for subs (which mean i dun have a strong sub lahz...) i'm still alright studying 4 sub...(i mean i haven gone bonkers mahz...) but i'll never know when the real day comes....sooooo many facts to understand and memorise...will my brain able to take it? i also dunno....do ppl taking 4 subs have the same dilemma as me? maybe not...cos clever ppl can handle 4 subs...'A' lvls= scary!

now i understand why decision making is impt...being wishy washy juz doesnt solve the problem...(i learn frm the channel 8 9pm show: ai de zhang men ren...hahaz) so i decide to let the upcoming block test on march to decide my fate...will i stay on or drop one sub (bio or lep?) stay tune to find out...hahaz...

anyway...enough of my complaining...back to sch life...hmmm...juz ended my lep project presentation ytd...it's disappointing for myself...cos i forgot my lines...how can i forget my lines when i did memorise it? since i always have a passion for acting....memorising lines shld be easy for me...haiz...maybe i lost the actress touch...oOpS man...aiyahz...i'm juz super displeased with myself...it's like i got an angel & devil inside me...aiyoyo!

ok...last but not least to my dear readers....dun think tat i'm under depression lahz...i'm juz using my rights to voice out my thoughts & opinions...tat's all...i always feel better when i vent out my frustrations...if ya have any advice or words tat ya wan to convey to me...juz tag...i'll definitely appreciate it! hehez...hey it's chinese new year....let's all be happy and have a great year ahead!
Gong Xi Fa Cai! =)

tat's it at 1:00 AM

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